I am sitting on my parents' couch watching Fargo. My car is packed but I still don't know if I'm going to Kansas City. The internship I applied for starts on Monday and I still don't know if I got in. I haven't made up my mind yet if I'm going to go out there anyway. Part of me wants to go out and see what happens. The other part would rather just stay at home. If I go out there and I don't get in I think I would feel really disappointed. I know that's the wrong attitude. I should go out there because it's where I need to be. But at the same time it's not where I want to be. There is little appealing about the midwest for me. No beach, no city, no mountains.
What I have decided is this: when Fargo finishes I'm taking the dog to the beach because that is one thing that is worth the drive. And if I do take off for KC tonight this is the last of the beach I'll see in a while.
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